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April

The sun has spun more than once for me last friday, and has everyday since.

My horoscope said that April this year, everything would change. That i've been going through some shit and that it would all change starting last Wednesday.Things have been kinda the same, but i feel different. I feel a lot happier and a lot less worried about stuff. Which is good in a way i guess.

Best part of this month so far has been last Friday night, more like Saturday morning. I got to meet hoobastank. It was awesome.

Before the concert, i told everyone how excited i was and how i could not bare the fact that i wasn't going to the airport to see them. I was extremely excited to see them performing live, again.

I kept jumping around school hugging everyone and randomly pulling people closer to me just so that i could squeel. I really wanted to meet them. I really really really wanted to meet them.

I was also really excited to watch Bunkface perform again. I love them. They are like the best Malaysian band everrrrrr.

After school, i rushed home and got ready called up Rabin and Lalit and left for the train station! Before i got to KLCC i texted a friend of mine Lih Wern from Brats and asked her to wait outside the LRT place in KLCC for me and the boys. When we got there we meet Lih Wern's friend Priscilla. The 5 of us went around looking for the concert venue, and when we found it met up with another friend from Brats Tisha and her brother Tristan.

After the long, long wait and the rain, Yuna came out and performed a few songs. She has the most beautiful voice. After her were the Azenders. I had never heard about them, when they came out to perform i saw Sam from Bunkface singing for them and i was like wtf. I love him.

I've watched Bunkface performing live 3 times already and i like them. I listen to their music a lot, not as much as i listen to Tokio Hotel but quite a lot.

I think their live performances are really interesting because of how interactive they are with the crowd all the time. I like bands like that. I think Bunkface does have a lot of Malaysian fans that love their music, i know i'm one of them (:

Then was the Wondergirl who i have seen perform once before at worldstage last year, i didn't think it was that great. Maybe it's cause i don't like them. That's my opinion anyway.

And finally, Hoobastank came on at around 11.45 pm i think. They were awesome. They played a few new songs that i loved. And Doug dedicated a song to us! It was amazing.

I absolutely loved everything about Hoobastank's performance last friday night. It was amazing.

After the concert i ran backstage with Rabin and Lalit. Zamaera found us after awhile. While we were waiting for Hoobastank to come out i saw my other friend that i haven't seen since last July! I met him at worldstage 2010, Nadeem (: After Hoobastank left KLCC we walked to the Concord hotel and met them there at around 1.45 am. Where i took those two pictures of Doug and i and got a signature!

The next day Rabin and I decided to go back to the Concord hotel to meet up with Nadeem and see Hoobastank again. It was pretty awesome (: I got a picture with Dan too!

I'm really upset its over. I miss the excitement.

MAROON 5 IN A FEW WEEKS BABY.

BRATs 2011 Kelantan

Photo taken by Jason Lioh a super senior BRAT.

I was chosen this to be a senior BRAT for the worshop this year along with Jason, Low Pau Ling and Gregory Pereira. I didn't know Gregory, i just met Pau Ling last December and Jason seniored my BRATs workshop last September in Kuantan.

When we reached the Grand Riverview Hotel Kelantan i thought it wasn't going to be as fun as the workshop i went for because the group of people that came for my workshop seemes alot more lively but i was wrong. BRATs 2011 was just as suuuppppeeerrrr awesome. It was a little more fun for me because this time i didn't have to do as much work. I just had to help the brats do their work and give them food every few hours.

I actually started blogging again because one of the brats, Lih Wern told me i should blog more often because she wants to stalk my blog.

I talked to a few of them about Tokio Hotel and it was very fun :D as i love talking about them so very very much. They seemed quite interested in how i managed to meet the boys and stay in the same hotel as them and get to see them at the airport both times they were here.

The last night of brats we had something like a sleepover that wasn't actually planned. We play truth, we couldn't play truth or dare because we would have been way too noisy. We ate so many oreos and gummi worms that Pau Ling started going crazzzy. Just before we were going to continues with a few ghost stories Azri wanted to pray. We decided to keep quiet to respect him while he prays, but we feel asleep and. That was around 4.45 am and we woke up at 7 am. We got ready and went for breakfast. Everyone said bye and we left.

I would LOVE to senior another BRATs workshop sometime in the future, it was so much fun.

i love all the brats i seniored.

Shamani and i went around SS14 one day and took so many pictures that i love.

We were both bored and had nothing to do so i said why not? We always have loads of fun so yea.

More pictures are on Facebook (:

Shamani takes really good photo but i like my editing better :D So put together her pictures are awesome. She's takes most of the pictures where ever we go. Even for her own birthday party.

I love the time we spend just taking photos and playing the fool everywhere (:

Five bitches and Chloe

My class, 5 Wordsworth has decided to take part in as many paramount championship events this year. Paramount championship is a series of interclass competitions my school has every year.

We decided to take part in the band competition. One big problem was that we have only 5 boys in our class and 23 girls. And the boys don't really talk to us. Other than Anderson. So we're an all girl band.

The five bitches and Chloe.

There are only four bitches here because Alysha went to Terrenganu.

It was our first time playing on stage so we didn't do so well but we made it into the top 9! After watching the other bands play we were a little scared because they were all good. But we had wigs baby (;

We played i love rock and roll. People seemed to like it. Thank God. We shall do better next time!

2011 birthdays

2011 has been awesome so far. I'm extermely pleased. Over the past few months there have been a couple of my friends who have already turned 17. Celebrating their birthdays we're so much fun.

Lalit Narain's birthday

Edmond Chin's birthday

Shamani Krishnan's birthday

&

Chloe Lee's birthday

p.s. We don't have pictures from Edmond's birthday because we just spent it at the mamak so i took a picture from Shamani's party (:

Alot has happened in the past one month.

I have nearly finish my German course and can now speak German.

Basic German.

I went for a Christmas party at the Goethe Institute in KL, where i'm learning German.

I haven't gone out alot since i'm always at German class or on the way home.

But alot has happened.

SPM is in 11 months.

My German exam is in 6 days.

My school starts in 9 days.

and i haven't gotten enough sleep.

I'm thinking of going somewhere after my SPM for a month or so, to decide whether Germany is right for me.

I mean it is but i need time to think about it.

Somewhere where i dont have to worry about anything else.

I don't know what next year is going to be like.

i hope its good.

das vi dan ya

x

I got another Issue of L'uomo Vogue October.

Now i have both the Music Issues :D

One with Tokio Hotel on the cover and one with Sting on the cover.

one from the USA and one from Italy.

German class is the bomb! i'm having loads of fun :D

I got lost with Shamani at first,

but we found our way.

We went up to the 34th floor of the Hilton Hotel on our way back home.

The floor Tokio Hotel stayed on.

So many memories in the KL Hilton.

The train is always packed with people.

We didn't get a place to sit on the

way back home.

I woke up at 6 am and got home at 5 pm,

And at night i did my German homework,

German classes are taking up my whole day.

Well all for a good cause :D

Frau Charles ist meine Lehrerin, she's the bomb.

And my classmates are awesome.

The view of KL from the 34th floor is really pretty,

you can see almost the whole of KL

Tokio Hotel looked

at this view :D

October

October has been a very uninteresting month for me.

nothing much happened.

I got my Humanoid flag and Deluxe album when my dad came back from Germany.

And 2 issues of L'uomo Vogue!

one from Italy and one from America (:

I also won an MTV pullover :D

so that was really awesome. i've never won anything before.

I celebrated Deepavali last Thursday in Shamani's house and went to Johor on Friday to stayed with my dad's mother.

Its really hot here in Malaysia and i hate it so much!

I hate the humidity and i hate the rain |:

so there's nothing much i like about this country.

other than the food.

Shamani and i are going for intensive German class for 2 months and then we're done!

And then we're off to Germany in 2012.

Hopefully we find a nice house there and get accepted into good universities.

I'm so excited :D

Final exam results

English A

Malay F

Math F

History F

Moral F

Chemistry C

Biology C

Add Math F

EST A

i'm the bomb (Y)

better start studying soon man /:

I absolutely love Vogue Italy! I'm trying to get Vogue US because Bill and Tom are on the cover of that :D hopefully my aunty gets it for me :D

I can't stop starring at Bill and Tom they look so good!!

October (:

Well is the 15th of October and i am already loving it (:

I got the October Issue of Vogue Italy cause Bill and Tom are in it! I got my Humanoid Fan Pack from Germany! I got to go for Adam Lambert's concert here in Malaysia! I got CK shades that looks like Bill's.

AND my dad wants me to go study in Hamburg! But he says it might be too cold so Munich it is (:

The Humanoid flag is so pretty i'm gonna hang it on my wall in my room. So one wall is the humanoid flag and another is the Germany flag :D

My dad said the only thing not nice about Germany is the food. But i'm a vegetarian so i can't eat much anyway /: i'll probably eat at home most of the time anyway.

I'm having my finals now so i'm studying alot and haven't been doing that much other then going for tuition so much. My finals are over thisWednesday so YAY my form 4 is done and have 2 months to relax then intense studying for my SPM!

I'm planning to go trick or treating on Halloween or maybe just have a party. Halloween isn't celebrated in Malaysia so yea. A party should be good (:

Shake it like a Polaroid picture

well,

Polaroid pictures are the bomb.

literally.

the bomb.

A few days with a Polaroid camera and my class has become,

extremely fun.

And well its funny having so many different hair styles in one day (:

x

i really don't give a fuck (:

it's sad you think i do, i never have and never will.

the only really good thing about you is you face.

which makes thing even more sad.

WAIT wtf Justin Bieber is going to the moon?!

Bill should go to the moon.

P.S.

your not worth talking about and from what i know no one is talking about you.

you are not worth talking about.

I do not like being harassed for being a Tokio Hotel fan.

I hate being asked questions like

Why do you like them?! They're freaks.

or

Why do you listen to their music? Its shit.

or

Why do you like Bill?!! Look at him! He's gay.

or

Why are you Vegetarian? Just because Bill is doesn't mean you being one is gonna make him like you.

or

Do you think they would ever like you? They have so many girls that would kill for them, and you think they're gonna pick you?

And my answer to all those questions are,

I LIKE, YOU LIKE?!!

ishhh.

If i wanna i like them what in gods name is your problem?!! If i wanna think that there is a possibility of Bill falling in love with me i will, STAY OUT OF IT.

I like Bill Kaulitz because he was able to write such wonderful songs at such a young age. I fell in love with young Bill not this Bill.

Bill is really different now, but my love for him is never gonna change.

So, leave me alone.

AND STOP ASKING ME SO MANY BLOODY QUESTIONS.

If i wanna go stay with go to the airport to see them i will, if i wanna stay in the hotel they are staying at i will.

I know i go a little overboard with somethings, but its only to show them how much i love them. And what i am willing to do to get to them.

I know alot of their fans in Europe do it too.

But here in Malaysia? From my experience, not that many have done it. I don't know why?

But i know I'm doing it only to be close to them.

I mean its not everyday i get to say oh i saw Bill or oh Gustav looked at me.

I respect their privacy, I didn't knock on their doors at night or sleep in front of their doors.

I actually thought of that but no.

I know it may seem unfair that i've been to both meet and greets and that i was in front at both concerts.

But you have no idea how long i prepared for it and how much work i put in to get it.

NO idea.

Of course we had a little help and every now and then had to lie a little to some people.

But hey? It is not our fault that they believed us.

Fans in Malaysia don't get that much of Tokio Hotel, so when we do.

I will surely be everywhere they are. And if i'm not i will definitely have someone there telling me what's going on.

I am going to do everything in my power to have at least one proper conversation with the boys.

Meet and Greets go by too damn fast.

So this calls for a little more work than winning meet and greet passes.

There hasn't been a day that has gone by, where i have not thought of Bill and there never will.

x

I`m such a sad, sad sight
It`s such a cold, cold night
I`m screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I`m screamin´ from the top of the world
can you hear me
Don`t you know that
I`m screamin´ from the top of the world
Don`t you feel me
I`ll scream till I`m bleeding
and I will crush through the ceiling
No you don`t know
What I`m feeling
And that I`m dying
Trying, trying
Can you hear me

Tokio Hotel - Screamin'

my one week hols is coming to an end D;

School starts tomorrow and i'm not allowed to skip.

I'm getting my results back tomorrow, hopefully i didn't fail everything.

Slipknot - Snuff

I've been listening to it alot this week and the week before.

I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow /:

My mom brought me warheads from Australia

Trisa bought me a notebook from Singapore

And my dad said he'll get me a sugar glider :D

Hopefully October goes by quick, I can't wait for 2 months of doing absolutely nothing.

x

This is way i love Omegle.

He's actually quite a good dancer.

But it was effin hilarious!

x

So i've been omegle-ing these past few days. ALOT. I've met some nice people (: Seen alot of dicks. And some effin hilarious things.

Its pissing off sometimes /: but when you get to talk to someone nice it gets better.

I've met a few people and ter-pressed the disconnect button even though i didn't want to |:

AND i've learnt that German boys do not like Tokio Hotel AT ALL. ALL German boys |: that sucks.

But i met some girls who are TH fans :D so thats cool.

According to Hann Lam i'm addicted to it. So i've decided to stop for the next 24 hours and show him that i'm not! I'm just doing it cause i'm bored D;

I also found out that alot of people have no idea where Malaysia is. And if they know about it, they think we can't speak english!

I think omegle is fun (: but kinda sad when you see 14 year old boys asking for tits. And old terrorists |: thats scary. I'll probably get back on tomorrow with Shamani (: hehe

x

Audi A1 photo shoot

Oh, My GOD!

The pictures from the audi photo shoot was the bomb!!

wow.

Bright Roving Annoying Teens (:

BRATs camp was the bomb (:

It wasn't that interesting in the beginning but after awhile it started getting really fun.

I had awesome roommates and was put in a group full of awesome people!

So that added to my fun. Course Trisa brought her nail polish which was alot of fun too.

We didn't do much on the first day, but on the second we got to go for our first field assignment and to the beach for dinner.

Our field assignment was to go to a ikan masin factory and interview the people there about how it started and balbalblabalbalaba.

We played a game before getting our food and after that we took a few pictures on the beach, and

everywhere else close to the beach. That was loads of fun (:

The next day Shamani's group and my group were sent to interview two Surfers. One of them is Malaysia's No.1 Surfer.

It was much more fun compared to the ikan masin factory. Other than the fact that it was raining la.

My group did a sound slide on the Surf school. Was fun to do. Although i kept making mistakes while reading my lines for the narration. So we had do record it a few times.

Everything went well in the end. It was sad having to leave everyone but of course with Facebook and Twitter i'm gonna keep in touch with everyone!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY KAULITZ TWINS !!

21 finally (:

hope the boys have loads of fun

i hope to see them soon!

ich lieben euch!!

Shel Silverstein

NO DIFFERENCE

Small as a peanut,

Big as a giant,

We're all the same size

When we turn off the light.

Rich as a sultan,

Poor as a mite,

We're all worth the same

When we turn off the light.

Red, black or orange,

Yellow or white,

We all look the same

When we turn off the light.

So maybe the way,

To make everything right,

If for God to just reach out

and turn off the light!

I love this one the most (:

And this will go on forever.

Fanatic much?

So this post is all about Tokio Hotel and what just happened in the past 5 days (:

all started on Wenesday the 28th of July.

Went to school and sat for some papers, Add math, English and Accounts. When i came home i called Shamani and we decided to go to the airport to find out when Tokio Hotel were landing. On the way to the airport we were spazzing like shit and it was awesome. At the airport, Carrie Choo and Shamani Krishnan went up to the counter and asked them when they were landing pretending to be their friends while Mun fai and i sat in a corner, we looked too much like fans and didn't want anyone to notice.

They weren't landing on Wednesday but we found out what flight they were on the next day. So we went to McDonalds and ate dinner and talked about our plans for the next few days. We left the airport at about 9 pm and i reached home at about 9.45 pm.

Thursday 29th of July 2010

I went to school and sat for my Math, Biology and Moral test papers and went home LATE. I needed to be home by 4.30 and i reached home at 5 something D; when i got home i got a call from Shamani saying Carrie and Mun Fai were already at her place! i ran into my house and they waited outside for me. Again the ride to the airport was damn fun (: At the airport we split up and waited. Tokio Hotel took the VIP exit, by the time we got there they were already in their car /: but i waved to Bill and he waved back.

We ran to our cars and followed them back to the Hotel. Carrie, Jiayu, Mun fai and Shamani were in one car and Elaine, Eileen, Anne and i were in the other. When we got to the hotel we managed to find out what floor they were on. Carrie and me went to look for them and got locked in the fire escape! While we waited for someone to call us we walked down the stairs. When we got a call it was because the rest of them saw Katy Perry. Anne came and opened the door for us after that.

Later that night when everyone went back, Carrie, Mun fai, Shamani and i decided to have a look at the floor again. When we reached i peeked and saw Bill Kaulitz wearing his grey beenie and he was not wearing any make up! I moved back and spazzed then said BILL KAULITZ ITS BILL! Shamani and Carrie saw him as well. We decided to sit on the couch and pretend we were just waiting for a friend.

Georg came out looked at us and walked back in. The body guard came out next and said NO PICTURES, NO QUESTIONS GO DOWN.

Friday 30th July 2010

I woke up at 10.30 and started getting ready to go to the hotel. I didn't go to school. I packed my bags, did my hair, picked my clothes and waited for Shamani to pick me up. When we reached the hotel we checked in and relaxed for awhile cause Tokio Hotel was having a sound check in Sunway and we were in KL. Anne who was in sunway kept updating us. When they left she called us and we split into 2 groups. Carrie and i sat at the lounge and ate something while Shamani, Mun fai and Jiayu were at the lobby. When they saw tokio hotel they called us straight away and Carrie and i went up to their floor. We waited for like 30 minutes but they didn't show up. So we decided to go check in Chynna a chinese restaurant they ate at the night before. When we got in the lift stopped at the 31st floor and one of their body guards walked in. He go off at the 8th floor where Iketeru, the Japanese restaurant was. Carrie and i decided to go eat there.

We sat at the pool for awhile and waited for there to be space in the restaurant, Carrie went to the toilet and found out where the boys were sitting. When she got back we talked about what to say to them then Gustav Schafer accompanied by one body guard walked out and sat next to Carrie and i because Gustav needed to smoke. I turned and looked at me and he was looking at Carrie and i!!!! OMG

When we finally got a table there we ate one dragon role and shared it. The bill was Rm48. We sat there and waited for them to come out but they used to staff exit. Then we realised, the body guards know who we are and everytime the saw us from then on they watched us like crazy.

When we got back to the room we listen to the floor with a cup to hear what they were doing. We stayed right on top of their room!

After that we went around the corridors and took awesome awesome pictures (: We slept at 4 am that night.

Saturday 31st of July 2010

We woke up at 9. Shamani, Jiayu and i decided to go to the lounge for breakfast. Our table was right in front of all 3 of Tokio Hotel's body guards. Every time we wanted to say something about them we had to speak in malay |: When they left we decided to leave too. The bill was Rm148 just to eat in front of Tokio Hotel's body guards.

We left for Worldstage at around 11 something and had an awesome time. Sam, the lead singer of Bunkface pointed at me (: and Bill looked at me a billion times!

We reached the hotel at 3 and found out Tokio Hotel was already here. Anne, Elaine and Eileen waited in the lobby and called Carrie when the boys got into the lift. Carrie and i went down the stairs and listen to the door with a cup. We heard music thats all |:

Again we slept at 4 am.

Sunday 1st of August 2010

We woke up at 1o and everyone stared doing their hair and make up. Shamani, Jiayu and i went for lunch at the Chicken Rice shop in KL Sentral. After that we waited to go for our meet and greet.

At my meet and greet I gave Bill the Album shamani and i made for them of their first time coming to Malaysia Bill seemed to be interested in it. I gave Tom the cover of a newspaper that Carrie, Alyssa, Jiayu, Kim, Gitu, Shamani and i were on, HE LOVED IT. I said this to Georg "Georg i'm not sure if you remember but the last time you were here i told you i was a bassist and you were my idol!" he replied. Cool with a VERY sexy accent. Bill, Georg and Gustav signed my arms but Tom didn't i was talking to him too much i think |:

When it was time to take the picture Bill stood next to me and put his arm around me. I hugged him! he's effin skinny mannn i love it! The picture was awesome.

After that we waited for them and they went for a drink in this other restaurant in the hotel. I got to meet someone who works for them we think its Patrick Benzner but he wouldn't tell us. He shook my hand (: I left after that.

My hand is not cling wrapped to protect Bill signature and my shirt is in my cupboard Bill touched it (:

Tokio Hotel schedule it finally over.

PS i got Gustav's cigarette the night he smoked next to Carrie and i (:

The only other person i know that has this many faces is Tom Kaulitz.

HAHAHAAH

What more could one ask for?

"You can always dream, and your dreams will come true, but you have to make them come true."

-Michael Jackson

I woke up singing In Die Nacht.

Bill Kaulitz you invade my dream man |:

Its irritating

Not really la d:

I've been single for the past year which for me is a long time.

In the past 3 years the longest i've been single for is like 3 months.

So this time its really serious.

I do miss being in a relationship, the feeling that someone loves you like crazy.

But when i start to think about Bill Kaulitz.

It goes away.

It worked really well for the first month after Tokio Hotel left Malaysia.

But now its getting hard.

I mean for some people who are hardly ever in a relationship wont know this feeling.

Tokio Hotel is coming back in 12 days and i don't even know what flight they're on yet |:

I'm doomed.

I'll find out and i will be at the airport waiting for them,

like the time before (:

And this time i'm getting a room in the same hotel as they are.

Trying to find out what floor they're staying on has become easier now that i know someone who knows people from the hotel.

YEAAAAA!

Tokio Hotel prepare to be stalked like you were the last time you were in Malaysia (:

April 29th 2010

Airport and Hotel

April 30th 2010

Soundcheck and Hotel

May 1st 2010

Cd signing, Concert, Meet and Greet and back to the Hotel

I saw Tokio Hotel 7 times in those 3 days.

How fucking awesome is that.

XXX

wonderful, wonderful, wonderful
♥

I like androgynous men.

Androgyny refers to the mixing for masculine and feminine characteristics.

Androgynous men and not fucking gay ok.

Its just a fashion statement and how they like to dress.

Personally i think its really hot.

People like

• Michael Jackson
• Bill Kaulitz
• Marilyn Manson
• KISS (band)
• Boy George
• David Bowie
• Freddy Mercury
• David Lee Roth

and

• Motley Crue (band)

are all Androgynous.

How many men in the world can say they're beautiful?

Bill Kaulitz can.

And i love him.

Being Androgynous to other men simply means he's gay.

But Bill has said many times in many different interviews that he is not.

A lot of Girls would do anything for him.

Do you men enjoy making fun of him?

Do you think Marilyn Manson is gay?

No.

Would you make fun of Gene Simmons?

No.

So why you doing it to Bill? Just cause you've never seen him with a girl doesn't mean anything.

He's waiting for the right one.

Unlike most of you pieces of shit that just want to do as many girls as possible.

Bill Kaulitz's is not bloody gay.

Antichrist Superstar

Marilyn Manson to me is one of the smartest people on earth.

Brian Hugh Warner.

If he told me to eat my shit, i would.

That's how awesome i think he is.

His music is more than just words written down and composed into a song.

Its what i wake up to in the morning and what i want before i go to sleep.

Other than Bill Kaulitz la d:

These are a few of my favorite quotes by the genius himself.

"When all your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed."

"is adult entertainment killing our children? Or is killing our children entertaining our adults?"

"Part of me is afraid to get close to people because i'm afraid they are going to leave"

This one means alot to me because i feel this too.

"When your taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, than what value does that place on love?"

"I fear being like everyone i hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control."

"Music is the strongest form of magic."

"These people are artists. These people are musicians. They're taking it out and trying to express it that way."

When i have kids i will tell them that if they ever judge anyone like Marilyn Manson for the way he dresses or the fact that he wear makeup and shit.

That they are not my children.

He's just different.

I like different.

I want to be different.

Marilyn Manson to me is not human.

He's more than that.

The problem is, I'm not sure what.

But whatever it is.

I want it.

The deepest scars are those others cannot see.

The cover of Star Metro, Saturday 03.07.2010

Tokio Hotel interview / photo shoot (:

People might think your so famous and shit just because your on TH Malaysia

We were in the newspaper bitch.

Beat that.

♥

A Supernova is a stellar explosion that is more energetic than a nova. Supernovae are extremely luminous and cause a burst of radiation that often briefly outshines the entire galaxy.

I guess everyone will experience supernova at least once in their lives.

Some more than others.

The difference between a Supernova and Bill Kaulitz is that a Supernova only briefly outshines the entire galaxy.

Bill Kaulitz outshines the galaxy even in his sleep.

Interview and Photo shoot in 7 hours (:

I am bringing

• Picture album and box made by Shamani and me
• Zimmer 483 CD
• Autographed Humanoid CD
• Autographed Poster
• VIP Ticket to their last concert in Malaysia
• Engraved iPod
• Tokio Hotel interviews cut out by Shamani
• Tokio Hotel bracelet
• Bill Kaulitz pin
• Wilkommen poster we brought to the Airport

Anything else i should bring?

FUCK WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR.

This interview and photo shoot is going to come out in the newspaper D;

And what if TH see it!

OMG

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Psychopathology is the study of mental illness, mental distress or abnormal, maladaptive behavior.

I AM NOT PSYCHO OK SHAMANI KRISHNAN.

But i think its kinda cool lah (:

Wir sind Jung und nicht mehr Jugendfrei ♥

I miss them like this /:

They have grown so much man like seriously.

Its a big difference.

Today i went to school,

Slept during my Malay class.

Came home and was effin hungry,

so i went out with Shamani :D

I can't wait for World stage Malaysia 2010!

Tokio Hotel ♥

Katy Perry

Wondergirls D;

Bunkface

Its going to be awesome. Everything other than Wondergirls that is.

I connect everything i do with Tokio Hotel ♥

Everyday.

There's not one day i've gone without not talking about Bill Kaulitz ♥

Or the band (:

I took both my dogs for a walk.

They can run really fast man D:

Komm und Rette Mich.

i've listened to that song at least 50 times today.

Its an awesome song.

Bill Kaulitz's writes nice songs.

I'm so happy with everything that's going on now (:

♥

Die wärme trägt uns bis in die unendlichkeit
Alles treibt an uns vorbei
Im mondlicht sind nur noch wir zwei

Die unendlichkeit ist nicht mehr weit
Die unendlichkeit ist jetzt nicht mehr weit

Die nächste ewigkeit ist an der zeit
Für immer ist alles was uns bleibt
Durch den horizont am himmel vorbei

Die unendlichkeit ist nicht mehr weit
Die unendlichkeit ist jetzt nicht mehr weit

♥

How i wish i could be right next to you right now ♥