So i know i'm not the best daughter in the world or shit. But you've gotta understand i'm trying to be the best i can. I might break rules and do things i'm not supposed to and maybe break the law once or twice. Everyone my age does. Well maybe not everyone. Most of them do. But hey? At least i'm still alive. I never killed anyone nor harmed anyone physically. Maybe i'm not that nice a person. But i want to be. With the help of my friends and maybe family (not all the time) i'll become a better person. I know i will. Its not that easy changing from what i was. Damn i loved who i used to be. I loved sneaking out at night just to go for a teh ice and walk around with my friend. I loved the feeling of having a cigarette in my hand. I loved being at parties til 6 am.
Nothing's the same anymore. I'm in school til 4 (like wtf). So by the time i get home i'm too effin tired to do almost anything! No more sneaking out. No more smoking. No more drinking. No more driving. sheesh...
I'm not the same anymore. I can't say i don't like how i've changed as a person, i do. But i miss what i used to be. And i know some people do too.
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