i miss the shit that i used to to. I miss who i used to be. I only changed because i thought it was the right thing to do after everything else i've done.I never got bored of sneaking out at night, or being with the same people everyday, or driving the same crappy car everywhere.
I guess its having my mom not shouting at me every five minutes of the day, but i'm my life just isn't as fun as it used to be.
I never really cared what anyone said about me, i was having fun. Nothing else mattered. I liked when people talked negatively about me. I think its better to have people talking about you negatively then not talking about you at all. Obviously when someone says something negative about me I've made an impact on them. Something about me they don't have is irritating the shit out of them and so they talk about me.
I don't care.
It still is very easy for me to break the rules and do whatever i want, i just choose not to. Unless its something important.
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